LUAHAN SEBUAH CITA~

assalamualaikum Bloggers..

hingga ke hari ni, 15 hb 3 2011 + SELASE.. cabaran makin kuat buntal hadapi. makin berat buntal pikol. makin pedih gak buntal tanggong.. kekadang buntal tringin nak idop mcm student biase2. YELA, p kelas..fokus pe yg lecturer lucture pastu balek tido..mlm sket tros study smpi kol 12. pastu>>> ZZzzzzzzzz.....
X DE MASLAH laen nk pk, xde tanggongan nak pikol, xde pengharapan nak bg.. klu de prob pon JUZ on study je..  
tapi buntal suke ngn quote ni: "JGN SESEKALI DIPERSOALKAN KESULITAN YG ALLAH BERIKAN" selalu buntal ingat ayat 2 bile buntal rase x kuat nk hadapi sorang2x. tapi sbg manusie biase yg belom kuat iman dan pengukuhan, tipu la klu kite dok REDHO DAN IKHLAS bulat2x..  paling KOMAN pon, dalam sudot hati kecil masih terpikir: KNAPE RERAMAI, ENGKAU PILIH AKU??  tp buntal yakin, ramai antra bloggers penah pikol tanggogjawab lebih besar dari ni kan? tahniah... mungkin, buntal belom kuat utk tanggong.. Insya-Allah, alah bisa, tegal biasa..


JADI, sebagai mahasiswa.. buntal pon ade cite2. buntal ade impian..buntal ade hala tuju.. sesungguhnya, setiap kali exam buntal akan pk +VE nak kan sesuatu..semua ni buntal sedar lepas dpt result " GEMPAK" mase final sem1..HABES, KENE MARAH ngan mentor sbb result " WAU gileee" lpas insiden 2, buntal nak berubah. nak kate berusha bermati-matian 2 dok le.. pe yg buntal wat lepas kjadian 2, buntal = istiqamah+ikhlas+minat. TAPI ALHAMDULILLAH, sem 2 ni lebih baek dari sem 1. setiap lecture note buntal faham. tau pengisian dan paling penting skali buntal suke setiap subjek.. 

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hari ni buntal dapat result.. T.T
astagfirullah..  
shingga kini.. buntal masih persoalkan> APA SEHARUSNYA BUNTAL KENE WAT NAK NAEKKAN GRED NI??? seolah2x xde istilah= ONCE U FAILED, U WONT FAIL FOREVER" .. mcm tipu je sume 2.. skarang da tahun 2.. maseh lagi xdpt ape yg buntal idamkan. (dapat gred best at least) masya-Allah.. BEGITU BERAT DUGAAN-MU..adakah begitu BESAR DOSAKU?? buntal betol2 lemah..nak menangis, tp sampai x terkeluar air mate..nak share, tp x terlembut lidah nk berbicare..


JADI, KPD BLOGGERS..BANTULA BUNTAL..

WHEN emotion beats me WELL~

NIGHT bloggers...

buntal x tau mcmne nk start entry mlm ni. TP pe yg buntal tau, MY EMOTIONS tellin' me to write this "THING" down. still, it won't happen coz theres a barrier upon this feeling. BUNTAL tried so hard to avoid, but still it won't work out. SOMETIMES, kite akan rase a little bit frustrated with all circumstances including ourself. and yet, we needed someone to listen every words n emotions willingly.. BUT, there is NO ONE in this world honored to listen. THE ONLY THINGS THEY LIKE is to be beside "US" whenever joys and happiness around. YET, They 're all gone when fears,tears and sadness clinging to "US". IS this we should call a F.R.I.E.N.D.? i'm not blaming them for being such a MEAN person. in fact, we should know whats their's colors from the beginning~ NEVERTHERLESS, there are always be A GOOD one though! the only problem is: ARE WE WILLING TO SHARE???

F.R.I.E.N.D.S: over a centuries, i've been travelling as my age turns to 21 this year. I Faced A huge perspective of "whats friend is about". YEAH, i can tell you I'M not a good friend either. but, as a human being, we could tell!~ LOLSS, i dunno.. this NIGHT, every moments like an emotion for me. I BET, SOMEBODY WOULD SAYS: HERE COME THE SENSITIVE GUY! nahh, i dun mind.. COZ I GET THAT ALOT.. born on FEBRUARY has its own sensetiveness on the person. (GUESS i horoscope a lot).. but, Y ON EARTH people LOVED to judge a person based on his/her emotions? Y?? are you gonna ask for a divorce if YOUR HUBBY'S born on february?? HELL NOOO! 

ADOOOOIIII..PE AK MEREPEK NI??? BAPAK EMO!!!!!!ZIZIK BUNTAL BACE...yekkkkk tapi, nak wat camne..sume ni realiti.

SORI, XDE ENTRY best mnggu ni.. 

xde event DERR...

HELLO BLOGGERS. ITS BEEN A LONG JOURNEYS FOR THE AMERICAN IDOL FINALISTS  DOWN TO TOP 13  THIS WEEK. LETS MAKE IT CLEAR HERE: I'AM NOT A REAL FAN OF AMERICAN IDOL FOR THE PAST PREVIOUS SEASONS. I  CAN LIVE WITHOUT IT THOUGH! BUT, THIS YEAR, IT CHANGES EVERYTHING..I LOVED THIS SEASON!! THE IDOLS  HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE AN IDOL. THEY'RE ALL SUPERB IN TERM OF X-FACTORS. AND I'M TALKING ABOUT A REAL TALENTED SINGERS HERE DUDE!!!~~~

Yeah, i used to watch back then. but every season hasn't improved enough in term of the qualities of the idols. i kept watching the same tone each season. NO ANY GUSS BUMP came across. MAYBE because of the judges, I MEAN...PREVIOUS JUDGES... i dont know, they were like "PLAYIN' AROUND"..not too serious in account. LOLSSS...THEY SEEMED LOVED RUMOURS..they like people talking about the SCANDALS created every weeks.

BUT THIS year, I love so much the judges.. they know what are they doing, picking THE BEST idols and MAKE the crowds hardly to choose their BEST IDOL..

SO, I wanna share a video CUT of STEFANO singing " I NEED YOU NOW by SMOKEY".. he makes my BUMP TO GUSS!!! Lolsssss... 

AT FIRST, a friend of mine persuaded me to watch the vid. but i guess THE VID  wouldnt help much to lead me fallin in love american idol again. EVERY DAY he opens the vid (I GUESS HE TRYNNA CAUGHT ME ON TAPE) naahh, it wont happen dude.. lolss.. SO, one day..i heard the song abruptly..IT WAS AN ACCIDENT TO HERE STEFANO'S VOICE..(singing I NEED YOU NOW) what a LORD....HE MELTS  MY EMOTIONS. HE SINGS emotionally like EVERY single BREATH he takes, he sings perfectly.. WHAT A WORLD... hahaha.. THANX  friend..haha... 

so enjoy watching 'em..

I'M BORED AT THE MOMENT..