my sketch of RAMY ISHAK and TIZ ZAQIYAH

25.11.2011

hi readers. its been so long i haven't updated my blog, YET now i wanted to start a new one. alright, let me put this straight away. i like to DRAW! i really2 love indeed. no one forces me or persuades me to, but it's coming from genetically ME. it's a hobby since the age of 6 i guess. i used to have a dream on becoming a great2 artist but my MOM said it'll be wasting because it wont cost me more when i'm starting to get older. i remember she told me so when i was drawing a portrait of Siti Nurhaliza (not to mention it was an awful drawing though) and i was startled, keep thinking of what she just said. finally i AGREED! it's not that she disgrace the fact i'm loving art, but "lets having it as a HOBBY" she added. well,i started to change my dream since then. i had listed and BELIEVE me..all related to arts for instance, an architect (interior designer/ furniture designer), landscape architecture, and bla..bla..

***"life isn't goes as it plan"***

so i was in secondary school..

after graduated from PMR, i went for science stream. i was exposed of the world of science and i was started to loving it. no WORDS to describe how thankful i was to be a science student.anyhow, i felt i had neglected my skills of ARTS behind. too much astray! that was the time i didn't have a time to even buy a DRAWING paper (how pathetic it was) SERIOUSLY!.. no, i am NO geek OK! to have that "24HOURs" books all day long & stuff..NO..hell NO!

it just, maybe i'm didn't even think about it harshly as before. so, i had decided to take 1 more additional subject for SPM which was Pendidikan Seni Visual as a matter of fact to refresh and to add some MORE knowledge of ARTS. Alhamdulillah, i scored an A! yehaaaaa >.<

so TODAY, i am as a BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE student in one of the most GREATEST institution in local university (UKM~ bangge la sket..hahahaha) still keep doing the same thing which is "learning to become a PRO" in ARTS particularly in sketching a portrait. i know, my sketches aren't awesome enough and lil of confession here " i NEED help". XD

AND here's a problem..

every sketches i made will be uploaded to social network which is FACEBOOK. the 1st think came across my mind was to share my happiness through ARTS to everyone. but it turns to be NEGATIVES instead. most of my friend will like it (100x likes) and some weren't. I'M NOT DOING THIS FOR THE PURPOSE OF SHOWING MY SKILLS OFF!. or it'll be RIAK, TAKABUR OR SOMBONG! please dun get me wrong will ya?? this is the only thing i have. i dun have a baby face to appear in every albums or creative and invention IDEAS to be posted every DAY! .. so stop making a cruel assumption..

p/s: HAHA.. dun bother!..tehee..

i'll keep doing this for the rest of my life...gambateh!

CHINTA

have you ever been in L.O.V.E?

have you ever been asked by your colleagues about L.O.V.E?

have you ever state as if "you are in love" but perhaps you aren't?

or MAYBE you had L.O.V.E before but you won't dare to bring up the past?

OR have you ever crushed for someone that force you to STALK the person around?

do you want to be a L.O.V.E.R? i mean, for REAL?

SO, any criteria that suit your mind to be as your SOUL MATE?

have you ever range the ages of you before get married?

do you think the range that you created work towards the REAL time when it's about to get married?

what the definition of L.O.V.E in you?

is it about love? love and love or BARELY love?

do you ready to be in L.O.V.E?

i mean REAALLLY ready?

for GOD sake, is it the best time to be ready now?

and HOW about your lovely one? is she or he ready to be YOUR MATE?

I Mean, REEAAALLLLY ready to be S.E.R.I.O.U.S.L.Y ready to take the GUT as a part of your life?

so IF THE ANSWER are all YESSES... you should rethink because:L.O.V.E will invade and to be sure your love is PURIFY with sincerity and honesty,YOUR love should be return back to ALLAH. because He is the One you should be love to and PERHAPS the love you seek from His creations (HUMAN being) is the love you beg for temporary instead of eternity.

Dijadikan indah pada (pandangan) manusia kecintaan kepada apa-apa yang diingini, yaitu: wanita-wanita, anak-anak, harta yang banyak dari jenis emas, perak, kuda pilihan, binatang-binatang ternak dan sawah ladang. Itulah kesenangan hidup di dunia dan di sisi Allah-lah tempat kembali yang baik (surga).(3:14)

3 things I wont spit out

one is WEIGHT,

second is WEIGHT,

and thirdly is WEIGHT...

SEE HOW i am not telling these things out.. but today, i had to...i had to...

DON'T think it's true..AND IT WILL NEVER TRUE...

ASSalamualaikum REAders..

I've been told by someone to not hurting people by letting them being hurt.

well i'd say : today was the worst day ever.

try not to let other people feel hurt by the words.

sometimes the truth is hurt yet we try to learn how to accept.

'they' might think it would be the normal scenarios as they had driven through the same circumstances before. they would say some sort of like this: "LIKEWISE!"

but yet not to empathy as if the person willing to be hurt at the first place. HELL ya!

what say you?

scene 1

you and your pal are having lunch and here come a person (which you clearly know) spoke to your pal like this : hey, this man wearing a pink shirt yet Y 'it' has to be with you?

hoping your pal to back the 'thing' up but he ended up by saying this: hell ya, you're right! i should be with the 'black'.. see, how bad was that??

scene 2

that morning was so refreshing to have 20 minutes of slow jog. your pal made a promise and was gonna knock on your door. Luckily the door wasn't lock and the person overwhelmed as there was none. without waited much longer, you had left behind.

lol. life isn't beautiful for people who still searching for their hidden items. one you have found, you'll keep it and try not to lose it. but once it hasn't yet be found, you'll lost. in fact, it time consuming dependently on somebody's life. some it charges shorter time but MOSTLY a whole life( INFINITY )...

so..respect other's choices of life. they deserve to be right or they might not hoping for this path..

SUBHANALLAH..