CNY

dear diary..
mlm ni aku betol2 sentap dgn kewujudan sedare aku (merangkap fren ak mase dolu2). aku dgn die beze umo staon je. walopon die lps abes sekolah smbong diploma, aku sambong matrik.. dan ktrang smbong ijazah lpastu..tetap die grad dulu, sbb dak dip bley wat short sem n memandangkan kos die hanye 3 tahun utk ijazah..

dolu2, ak 1 kelas dgn die (sekolah agama). kebiasaanye, sekolah agame johor ni kalo x lulos exam xdapat naek year..alhmdulilah, setiap exam ak lulos dgn jayenye n x penah tsangkot. die pulak penah sangkot 1 exam. jadi nak dijadikan kesah...ak ngn die 1 kelasmate. mase ak 1 kls ngn die, ak la yg overshadow die..ape2 ak yg tampil dolu. (anak murid ksygn tu). kire mastu ak best student sek agame ar. sbnrnye ak x tau mcmne kehidupan die mase sekolah menengah (sah2 bukan 1 klas sbb die senior ak).jadi ak lebih tumpukan di sek agame la ye (of course sah2 1 klas ngn ak).

back pade mlm ni, die dtg dopan uma aku (with his brother) utk tompang melihat kemewahan firework sempena Chinese New Year (CNY). tiap2 taon pasti ade fireworks hebat2 kat kg ak (sbb ramai bangse cine kt kg n drg ni sume kaye2) jd tiap2 taon, pasti ramai pndudok akan siap sedia menantikan bunyi dentuman bunga api menandakan tlah masok tahon baru cine itu. nak2 tahon ni adalah tahon nage, make mengikut kepercayaan kaum cine taon nage paling banyak OONNGGG!!!. jadi belom sempat jam 12tgh mlm, bunyi dentumanbunga api da lame kedengaran.

alkisahnye, die dtg utk bersame2 menyaksikan tanyangan percume mlm or pagi td. lame jugak la tayangan berterusan slame 1 jam sebelom ade polis kt kawasan mereka membakar bunga api. (actually, tiap2 taon ade polis tp tetap jek mereka meneruskan tayangan trsebut) jadi aku ni da sterile la dgn dek kemachoan polis dtg utk menyerang mereka2 yg mbakar mercun. tp ak bayangkan, polis2 dtg utk bersam2 memeriahkan majlis ukhwah ni. hehehe.

tunggu punye tunggu, rasenye bunga api da tidak kedengaran n die bersama2 abangnye mengambil keputusan utk beredar sambil aku sebok membelek2 handfon yg ak sendiri xtau ape yg aku lakukan. punye la sentap bile ak tgk drg blah dgn kereta *TUUUUTT* (kete idaman aku).
mase tu, ak just tercengang and ter'wonder' la. sejak bile die pakai kete *tuut* sedangkan sebelom ni die pakai kete V yg ak tgk tmpoh hari. dolu, ketike die start pakai V ak xdela SENTAP sgt sbb...like,like je..tp, x kusangke rupenye die da tuka kete da....

tapi, disebalik kesedihan, kesentapan, kemaluan,dan kesemangatan..ak tetap bersyukur atas reski yang Allah kurniakan padanye. sekurang-kurangnye, die berjaya menyenangkan hati keluarganya sbg anak yg bagi aku telah membalas jase dan pengorbanan keluarga yang menghantarnye ke menara gading sehingga berjaya. lupe nak mention, die da keje la.. tp sume tu reski allah..Allah menjanjikan reski kpd hamba-hambaNya. ikhlas aku katekan aku gembire dan senang melihat kejayaannya.. insya-Allah suatu hari nanti, akjuge dapat merasakan kenikmatan reski yang Allah tlah tuliskan kepdku..

jadi, walao sehebatmane (ketike sekolah ye) kite, jgn sesekali berbangge diri sehingga kite lupe akan kelebihan yg Allah berikan kepada hambaNya yg lain. syukuri segala nikmat pemberianNya dan mohon kepda petunjukNya agar kite dilimpah nikmat reski yg melimpah ruah serta keberkatan dalam kehidupan seperti orang-orang yang telah diberi kejayaan. semoga ape yg kulihat pada pagi td (jam1.00) telah memberikan 1 inspirasi utkku agar lebih berjaya dan berusaha membangunkan sisa2 hidupku yang hanya tinggal kurang dari 1 tahun lagi di menara gading.

tanamkan azam, pupukkan semangat serta iklaskan diri melakukan kebaikan kerana ALLAH SWT dan bukan kerana kete *TUUUT*..

F.R.I.E.N.D

life is too short, yet we strike to live like we're gonna die the next day.
gazillion times we fight to be the greatest among His creatures, but there's always a big STONE ahead. soberly, we've defeated.
day comes and goes too fast as if it knows; sorrow may comes when it slows down the day.
There's always a silver lining.

I've tried to be the best, to be the best listener here.
"i DO missed the day when you struggled to find me, the day when you wont EVEN bother about anyone else,
and the day when you've put your trust in me".

you know what, that were the days i found myself as a believer, to believe i was your best pal among people around your globe. every moments we captured together, every stories we shared like we are the diaries. i felt secured when i woke up every single morning to think that you are still here as a friend.

but now,

either of us has changed.........

you seem sure to have friends on your globe.well, every day you stepped farther leaving 'us' behind. NO, i wont mind because we still as a friend.
it brakes me to feel how i am not there for you,
you have found a great listener now...and how i am flattered for you because i wont worry anymore for some reasons you have someone to share when i am not around beside you!..

"Still i missed the day when you struggled to find me,
the day when you wont EVEN bother about anyone else,
and the day when you've put your trust in me".

i believe that one fine day, there's a great friends ahead
with Allah's will..

written by, SIbUNtaL..