is it worth to become a Biomedical student?

when it comes to express my thought, I'd definitely losing the grips to catch the main ideas of what I'm thinking i was about to tell. is it because i love using "ayat bunge-bunge"?.
It was the 3rd days of fasting month (ramadhan) and up until now, there is NO words of satisfaction to describe the quality of my ibadah puasa. NOOOOOO... InsyaAllah, i will keep motivating myself to become a great Muslim  InsyaAllah. But that was not the main point of what  i am about to tell.

the title says it ALL..

yeah, "is it WORTH to become a Biomedical student?" what is it actually the Biomedical science? WHAT does it serves in future? are you becoming a DOCTOR? what's the differences between YOU and the medical lab technologist (MLT)?

STOP asking those questions IF YOU ARE A TYPICAL MENTALLY - DOCTORs-minded wannabe !
WHY? Do you think to have a GREAT scores in exams DOES really mean YOU have to take a medical course  and not going to look elsewhere BUT a medical doctor only? come on you freak. gimme a BREAK! why? just tell me WHY? is it because we are living in MALAYSIA and that's the only field promising a good future or were you being forced by your parents since you were kid or is this YOUR truly ambition ever since you're a baby?

if this is your ambition which NO ONE forces you to be it, with a big HEART i congratulate you. YOU deserve to have it, you worked hard to get it and once you get it.. ITS  a blessed coz it's an honored job as you would know. 

FYI, i am not being psychotic and ENVY for this course just because I AM A BIOMEDICAL student and NOT A MEDICAL student. NOOOO! it just i'm sick of people keep asking the same questions over and over again." WHAT IS BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE??"  we (MO and science officer(biomedical)) as in a HEALTH crew know well our duty and there is no ISSUES between US! because we clearly understand our JOB in this field.  Unfortunately, people who don't have basic knowledge in the  WORLD of health ethic, find these two courses a MASSIVE HEADACHE! yeah, i am not blaming them since they're worrying so much for their children who want to pursue in health stream, not knowing which one is the best, which one promising a great LIFE in future ahead.

i'm kind of sad to ever think : parents always put TRUST in "MEDICAL" field on top of the rest.

the main point is, no matter what field you are in, Allah is there with you. Allah gives "rezeki" to everyone. no need to worry about that. doesn't mean you're not been chosen to take medical course, the world stop spinning and the clock stop ticking. NOoo...life must goes on. Allah knows better than us, Allah decides everything the things we had planned. and FOR THE parents, show your support and DO SEARCH on the web OTHER courses OTHER than MEDICAL course (if your children SAH2 X LAYAK!!!)

hope no one misunderstood the massage i wanted to convey..

TEHEEE!! =))

RAGAM manusie

kekadang kite perlu jadi hipokrit utk jaga hati orang lain. tak perlu jujor sangat dan tengok kiri kanan sebelum mulut nak bercakap:

situasi 1:

#kedengaran sayup-sayup lagu tema KLMU berkumandang di corong radio di sebuah tempat kerja, dikelilingi staff.

budak dungu :  ko dengar? lagu feberet ko ni... RADIO,TV..habes sume tempat die promote lagu KLMU. ~WAKAKAKAKA( gelak habes besar la ni tahap dewe)

budak baek :  ehem2x...pssst..staff sebelah kite ni bekas student KLMU le (sambil menjeling bagi isyarat mate~ takot staff dengar)

budak dungu :  GULLLP!!

situasi 2:

#disebuah gerai makanan, ketika sedang menikmati juadah makanan.

budak dungu : "mate menjeling"..menjeling  dan teros menjeling" (seolah-olah melihat orang kebuluran sedang makan didepan matanye)

budak baek : pehal ko ni?

budak dungu : ko x kenyang ke?

budak baek : pehal plak?

budak dungu : ko ngah makan mee goreng, pastu makan kentang goreng. X CUKOP ea ???? (muke baek punye sarcastic macam babi kene lenyek stamroll)

budak baek : aik, biala..

budak dungu : emmmm,,,,,,..  ermmm....urmmm....  NAK SIKIT BLEY??

budak baek :  -.-"

situasi 3

budak baik : sedapnye makan roti butterscotch !! yum3x

budak dungu : bagi aku roti fiber or raisin lagi sedap.  aku x suke sangat butterscotch sebab die... eee berLEMAK ok! sangat x bagos untuk kesihatan..

budak baik :  ooo...T.T

keesokkan harinye.....

budak dungu : weh ade makanan x?? butterscotch! nak sket!!!

budak baek : ha?? erk....

situasi 4:

budak baik : HAHAHAHA...klako la cite ni!! WAKAKAKAKA

budak dungu : pebenda yang klako sangat ni?

budak baek : ko cube bayangkan  *bla..bla..bla..bla..bla..bla..bla.bla..bla..bla..bla..bla..bla..bla. 30minit bercerita.*.. KELAKO kan??

...............bunyik cengkerik.................

budak dungu : ko ni sehat x?

budak baek : T.T

situasi 5

# ketika budak baek sedang berborak dengan budak dungu 


dengan x semena-mena

budak dungu : aku rase ko kene pakai LISTERINE x pon chewing gum mint. sesuai gile degan ko!

budak baek : "SENTAAPPP!!!!!"



huh...sedey la dapat member mcmni...banyak lagi peristiwa2 yang meyayat hati tapi cukuplah setakat ini dulu wat tatapan sume. sedey bile berada di situasi 5. tapi nak wat camne, RAGAM MANUSIE...

the internship program

when i feel something, i never usually console myself to write it down on a piece of paper just to read it back later on. I am suck with memorize things but I am good in keeping it secret. i don't usually tell others how i feel because I am sick of telling people things that they're not interested in. they'll end up to be ignorance. rather than being hurt, why don't i just shut my mouth up and live it own my own.

I cannot believe today is the third day of my internship in UKM medical center (ppukm) which is YAHOO for me. (that does sounds sarcastic doesn't it?) maybe i will get used to it or maybe the place doesn't seem attractive anymore since i had been there for 2 months before doing the same works as i attach to now. i cannot wait to leave soon.

being away from family, friends and food makes me really think the need to be an independent person. even its only the beginning , i feel i have living here for years and it is about time to publish myself on "salam perantauan" page in newspaper. even though i still have my roommate to keep me company, but i still feel lack of something. maybe i'm way too thinking about it or maybe the atmosphere here makes me feel like " i am alone". nevertheless i have to be here until 16th of August where it is the day i accomplished the internship program. but for now, let's stay cool.

every night, I'll go to bed early since i got to work for the next day. its very typical of me to do so as i were thinking that i had filled with tiring day in the hospital. yeah, you know the patient's samples and stuff, the urgent one, retest samples and so forth. but you know,...students are not allowed to hands on any samples except they are being told to do so, in my case by medical lab technologist or the STAFFss. i am glad that the staffs are all being friendly and nice to every one of us. they make us feel like we are a part of the family. then I guess that's the reason why i slept early because i am afraid i would be late to see them AGAIN the next day.

to cheer me up, there is one movie that i watched and in fact i keep watching it whenever i feel bored. that is "one liter of tears". yeah i know the movie was a bit old to watch but i only knew this movie through a friend and after i watch it, i want to watch it again..again and again. the movie based on a true story which was adapted into series of episodes. i am not sure whether the narrator keep the original version in each episodes or not, but i think it must have been edited here and there, add more romantic scenes and backgrounds to make to story more tearful and gazillion teary eyes. 5 STARS for me.

apparently, these are the things i think i did the most throughout my internship program.

thanks buddy :)