hello to A NEW life...

so, 3 years didn't worth for a true friendship. it was a big mistake to ever met someone like one. i have a great feeling that this was just the beginning of a true life. a LIFE of finding a best FRIEND.

i never asked something ridiculous
nor ever granted the wishes ever wished.

thought it would be easier to have someone a side, but i didn't know it much tougher I've ever imagined.. someday, I'd be used to it.

so this is my life,..i've been keeping this secret for much too long that no one ever dig it down deeper. well, i didn't mean to reveal it to anyone because i believe, ALLAH knows.

He's the only One i rely to.

but it's a lie when we can live our entire life without 'someone'.
well, better to be alone than to have 'UNSURE' someone..
it might sounded so offensive the way i describe it, but i promise that i won't quit. quit from finding a new one.

i never ask for all of this, i never imagine what it's going to be.
OR MAYBE I'm too nice with them.. i don't know.

NOW I'M FREE...free from someone that used to push me, to care "them" back. i don't like to be pushed. let me FREE....well I AM now.

NOW,i can live a whole day without being worried of how 'them' feel, of how they're gonna think about me. I JUST DON'T CARE, bcoz all this while only Me the one who had suffered worrying 'them'. i took everything to please them.
now, it's about time they please to have me...

hello to a new LIFE, goodbye to an OLD episodes.

i already forgiven you, but to ask weather I'm willing to take you back...IT'S A NOoooo for me....


by: sibuntal@aj nazir